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Esperanto Sessions

by Doug McKean

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1.
Time and I were waitin' Sittin' at the Surasak station A quarter million baht burning a hole in my jeans I said "Time, what can you tell me About what just befell me?" He said "You'll know when you get to Chong Nonsi" Standin' at the corner Of South Lamar and Red River Shiftin' my weight, bustin' a hole in my knees Punks in boots, cowboys in galoshes I stood astride 'em like a colossus With a view from Texas to Chong Nonsi Buddhist angels line the banks of the Chao Phraya river Watching your every wish come true Old men with a long boat full of lost souls to deliver Thought they were only passing through This Christmas I can't wait To get back to the Buckeye State Feel the chill, see those sturdy barren trees Clear my throat just in case They don't recognize my face By the time I get to Chong Nonsi
2.
It's going down tonight, but don't get excited There's a party in the USA But you're not invited I woke up alive again this morning It's a preexisting condition Stepped outside to a country full of fear and superstition They're tuning up the liberty bell To play 'God Save the Queen' You know they'd do just as well to melt it down into a guillotine So I put my hands up Listened to what they were saying Yeah, I put my hands above my head Listened to what they were playing 'Hail to the Chief', 'Taps' Something in my stomach just didn't feel right Then the dj put on another song It said "There's a party tonight" A few people got up to dance Didn't notice everyone sitting A lot of them were drinking tea when they ought to be taking up knitting
3.
Turn your home into an aviary Lots of pretty birds inside Plenty for them to play with and peck at Nothing to hide Make all function secondary Build statues out of buttermilk Keep a garden growing all around you With scarecrows made of silk And it's come little birdie come on now Come little birdie come on now You know you've got nothing to fear Open the door to the refrigerator Birds flying in there too Taking wing among the apples and oranges And honeydew Cover the windows up with paper Shoo away the flies A fire burning at the bottom of the chimney Wear a silk disguise Welcome those who come to visit Keep regular hours A euchre deck waiting on the table Pots full of flowers This ain't a bad idea now is it? A world that's self-contained Surround yourself with beauty Keep away all pain
4.
Fell apart on the telephone Far away from your voice A plea from your lips A moment exists and goes Heard your sobs between lonely breaths Breathing catches and goes A sea in your wrists The wind blows a kiss back to me You and me, almost everywhere Nowhere we couldn't be Heard a bird on its perch Across from the church tonight Rivers flow into waterfalls Around bends rivers rush Fell apart on the riverbed Thinking back to the first time I saw you blush You and me, almost everywhere Were so clearly defined Lifted up above everything Almost all the time
5.
Hours and hours have piled up Like water in a puddle And gently made suggestions Though they made them much too subtle The street lights came on at 10 after 6 tonight Marking down the onset of civil twilight People step out of fading shadows They've been cultivating all day As the wind that blows through vacant alleys Carries everything away Children run for their front stoop just to stay in their mothers' sight Mother's sight grows weaker at civil twilight The rain comes down, washes nothing away Turns the street into a house of mirrors A painter paints a backdrop And everything appears Businessmen without suits or ties Observe the daylight fading They appreciate all the moment to moment Changes in the shading They live off the fertile ground that lives between black and white And harvest time comes around at civil twilight It's a courageous brother who braves the dark To keep an eye upon his sister At a time when doubt becomes resolve And shouts turn into whispers The textures of the rusted signs of blight Feel no change under the fingers of civil twilight Stick men rattle down the street Confess their needs to Jesus Women with naked eyes grope blindly For anything that pleases You'd think this would make the police more uptight Even cops will turn a blind eye at civil twilight The bishops and the aldermen Communicate by epistle Try to fill empty hearts with promise Against that evening wind that whistles They find no hope in anything they write Put their hands in their pockets at the onset of civil twilight
6.
Flipping the pages in The Lives of the Saints Find out what I am Find out what I ain't It's four inches long, it's six inches thick But it works real well as a measuring stick This train I ride has 16 coaches Each of them coaching love Some combination of selflessness, lust, protectiveness And none of the above Watching the fish bob and weave up the creek I read about the virgins, the humble, the meek But soon I'll be back on that road to the world Where it's dog eat dog and boy meet girl Drunk on Cheerwine or the blood of Christ Or just shutting down from too much advice I toast all my friends both distant and dear Pete Kyrou, Nic Massey, I wish you were here Find myself a place in the shade of the trees Where me and the birds can just shoot the breeze I blink out my silent contribution to spring They beat out the same violent pattern on their wings The vines and the cherry blossoms catch my eye I put my hand on my heart and look to the sky You can paint yourself into a corner in so many hues That you're looking at rainbows while you're singing the blues I got money to burn, I got time to spare Breathe in a little of that mountain air Turn off the radio, I turn off the road Watch the tops of those mountains explode Cooking up breakfast in the frying pan Find out what I aren't Find out what I am Hang out the laundry to dry on the line The fruits of the new year blooming on the vine Put out my stick over an open fire Learn about risk and the death of desire All you do is put them out in the field Then you learn how to turn, you learn how to yield
7.
Aggressive passion As I come upon the fork in your tongue After a fashion Stinging like you've never been stung 1200 miles as the crow flies Or a crooked road surrounded by magpies Who stare with eyes full of indecision The surest way to cloud your vision Aggressive passion Keep on moving while we're still young Nowhere to cash in And no songs that ain't already been sung It's been a year long breech of etiquette From Steamboat Springs to New Haven, Connecticut Across the rivers and over the plains And now the only thing that remains Aggressive passion And we're yelling at the top of our lungs 'til it all comes crashin' Under a shadow that weighs 16 tons Feeling just like a spider Who spins his web just a little bit wider Remember things that you felt when you were younger Longing, anger, fever, heartache, hunger
8.
Believe 03:10
If you're feeling like you used to feel before I believe in heaven with you In your dusty slippers and your homemade pinafore I believe in heaven with you I felt so all alone Like there was nothing left I picked up that telephone Dialed 1-900-909-JEFF Said "Jeff I believe" He said "You know who we need And you know where they'll be" I believe
9.
There is order, there is chaos And who knows which is which? Which one will predominate Depends from pitch to pitch Grasp your hands inside your hands And lay your money down Wait on your advantages And they will come around Night baseball under the lights in the park Night baseball save you from nights in the dark Wisdom changes form Eludes all seekers and students Defines itself, refines itself You wonder where it went Between the inches there is heaven And there's certainly hell Where desires go unleavened And thoughts suborn themselves Night baseball under the lights in the park Night baseball save you from nights in the dark Ringing bells sound for the ones who fell From having without being had And holding without being held Sun exhales one last time Sets over the present People gather and the night becomes incandescent Straight and narrow runs its course Turns out horse salesmen Acts unseen like Magnus force Motion based on spin Side retired, day expired The crowd goes home to grieve And take a shot from a ten cent pistol At the ball of the century
10.
Pulled into the city a few years back Buried under the shroud of touring It beckoned me with its hangdog look Its streetlights so alluring It nurtured me and it fed me Made me strong enough for its burdens The broken windows, the broken lovers The occasional late-night disturbance I spent rainy afternoons Marginally employed Reading tales of far-off places On Mars and Detroit I watched that Lake Erie sunrise Starting off my days It taught me how the sunshine Can burn off the morning haze I heard Roger Hoover's dreaming I dug those Transistor Blues I heard Billy Fox singing a melody That could not have rung more true I spent rainy afternoons Marginally employed Reading tales of far-off places On Mars and Detroit I'll miss my friends more than anything else Drinking at the Happy Dog bar I'll miss the jokes that fell flat And the ones that went too far So wave and wish me well For we have not finished yet All of this will remain with me Even in moments when I forget
11.
You hit the road when the teardrops start She sits at home with a vengeful and broken heart Plotting new ways to tear you apart You don't have to stay here But you can't go home She's waiting up for you again You walk in the door and your troubles begin So you stay out with your friends There's a light that never goes out A candle that burns no matter who blows it out It'll lead you home some day But tonight you should be on your way She slaps your face and she doesn't blink She hits you with words and fists and the kitchen sink So let's head down the road for one more drink

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Produced by Ryan Foltz and Doug McKean
Cover Photo: Chris Yohn
Artwork: Chris Lynn

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released January 1, 2012

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Doug McKean Cleveland, Ohio

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